Hiii how would you like to visit my tumblr? I post more photos there than anything.

Too busy/ Too lazy/ Too disheartened to post anything of great importance-
mainly because mere words in this small space will not be enough to describe continual frustration in studying.

Do you know how bloody annoying it is to see yourself getting lousy grades over and over again, when you used to do so well in sec school classes studying was not even a MUST.
Frustrating how everytime you do something wrong.
Frustrating how careless you can be.
Frustrating how tired your are everyday.
Frustrating how you cant get enough sleep.
Frustrating how others do so well when youre continually sinking.
Frustrating how you can study and still fail. BADLY.
I can go on,and I'll sound wayyyy more depressed. haiii.
Then again,Trust is all I need.

James 1:5-6
If any of you lacks wisdom, he should ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to him. But when he asks, he must believe and not doubt, because he who doubts is like a wave of the sea, blown and tossed by the wind.

There is about, 20 odd days to the big MBTs, and im really really not putting any effort.
I just bought so many things online (using my mom's ib,heehee. but i promise i'll trf her asap), and every night i'll accompany my mom to watch this badly acted out taiwanese drama since 2005/6 at 11pm. At first i had noo interest at all,but the storyline is quite well developed. And this drama is crazy, about 350++ episodes- the series only ended last year october or something.

ITS TAIWAN TORNADO. HAHA, okay this is really embarrassing i dont think anyone in the right mind would watch this. if you caught a glimpse of the late night episodes, it's like really unattractive old actors and actresses with caked up makeup,immovable fake looking hair and perpetually yellow teeth that seemed like they smoke up to 2 packs of cigs everyday acting an over-dramatic soap opera. They still mention SARS somemore,lamee.

But it was quite nice to watch and i got onto the plot quite fast,cause my mom kept filling me in. Aye,doubt i'll have the time to watch it with her anymore ):

& today i caught the Kardashian Marathon on E!, it was quite goood,considering the fact that i couldnt off the tv. KIM KARDASHIAN IS SO HOT,reggie is sucha lucky guy!

Its been reeeeeally hot these days. sucksss,its awfully hazy too.

Life's good so far,& catching up with the rebosaurus tomorrow!
Back to chemistry.
x

The school blues are eating me,i havent done all/or caught up with MOST of my homework. I'm sick and trying to keep up, both in my work and with everyone else.

This is depressing,but im not feeling too good either.
my throat must get betterrrrrr.

school sucks, period.

the worst skin to be in right now is mine.

When things always seem to find their way out of sorts,
I'd hopelessly sit and let nature take it's course.
Let the silver stream flow over the peaks of the cheeks,
And weep.

Before You,
I want to place all my troubles and heart-wrenched burdens.
Open up and let you heal me,
Let You touch and refine me.
Sharpen my edges,
before i turn blunt yet again.

Like a human, I stumble;
I daydream and span my mind out of focus.
I wander and prance around without a care to the consequences
My actions would bring.

This year, I need You to be in Control.
All the potential workload I'll rest at Your Feet.


Thank You God,
To 2010.